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I always update this thing when I am babysitting (of course when the kids are asleep)
So it is summer and I have graduated! I am already worried of what is to come.
I really don't want to leave louisville and go to school in Indianapolis since I have met someone whose grwon extremely dear to me in the past 2 months. Our relationship is truely like the ones you see in the romance movies (skuurr) I saw this kid way back in November after my As it is In Heaven show. Lyssa wanted to see Harry Potter with me in Tinsletown and we stopped to get food at Sonic. Lyssa got on her cellphone and while she was talking I looked up and this blonde haired guy who worked there was just staring at me and smiling in I did my "tee hee" thing and Lyssa almost forced me to go inside and get his number. Of course I didnt but yea it happened... *you can even ask Lyssa, haha
Now I am dating this exact same guy 7 months later. My relationships with guys really do kind of get better each time. I think I learn from my mistakes/their mistakes.
Nate is the first guy who has ever came to one of my shows. That always means so much to me. I have had 3 broken promises from other guys who promised they would see me on the stage and I honestly thought Nate wouldn't come but he did.
He came to my prom when his prom was on the same night, he came to graduation, he wrote me one of the sweetest notes I have ever gotten, he respects me and I honestly can keep going on about this kid.
But anywasy, away from this muchy goosh. I am planning to work over the summer mayble spend a week in atlanta working (long story, I will let people know IF it happens), play a lot of frisbee, and just have fun with my last 3 months here. |
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A Midsummer Night's Dream
May 13th,14th at 2:00
May 16th,19th, 21st at 7:30
University of Louisville's Thrust Theatre.
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Mar. 12th, 2006 @ 07:53 pm
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I have a very VERY long week ahead of me.
Ummm but if you want to see "As it is in Heaven" reborn again it is at the Oldham County Arts Center Friday and Saturday (I would reccomend going Sat.)
Saturday- 7:30 PM
From Louisville: Take 1-71 N to the Crestwood/Pewee Valley Exit #14. At the bottom of the ramp, turn right and take 329 By-Pass. Proceed on 329 for approximately 2+ miles to the stoplight. Go through the stoplight and proceed for about 2/10th mile until 329 dead ends. At KY 22 turn right. Proceed past Waldeck Farm and Crestwood Elementary School. (Both on your left) Just past the Crestwood ball fields, you'll see the center on your left. To enter from the rear, turn left into the rear parking lot. Enter through the rear entrance. To enter from the front, (Main Office and Performance Hall), turn left at Floydsburg Road, then turn left into the front parking lot. Enter through the main front entrance.Current Mood:  exhausted |
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haha im writing in this and no one ever reads this. Its just a thing I do while IMing people.
So I have a hell of a week with vaudeville. Im a little mad at someone who hasnt memorized his lines. With Walden they would literally whip you if you didnt memorize your lines in like 2 weeks. So its just different when transferring over from a Walden show.
Friday I have rehersaL until 5:30 and then I have to go to the pep game for senior night. Saturday I have rehersala at walden from 11-5 then I have to rush to atherton to do the show. Crazy weekend.
Im actually excited about CA. I hear that everyone is nice there and there is endless ammounts of things to do. My mom wants to live near Newport Beach or Huntington beach because she says they are all outdoorsy/ surfer people. Apparently when you get into Beverly Hills area they all are shopping/ matieralistic like people. My dads boss is friends with the writer/director of The OC, which is pretty cool. I might meet him when I go down there. I'm also going to start going agent hunting in the summer. I can't wait until I do my first film audition. I know some of the casting directors are asses and will spit on you...better get used to rejection.
In the mean time I need to build up my resume. Shows shows shows I need shows!!! |
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Whatttttt the hellll
So I found out I am playing a damn fairy in Midsummer.... When I found out I started crying. So I mean, I deserve a better role than a fairy! This is my last show at Walden and I am a SENIOR! Seniority hello>?? Maybe it because Amy doesnt like me... O fooey I need better roles to put on my damn theatre resume than Fairy--Midsummer and Curio---Twelfth Night (The only Shakespeares I have been in) It just makes me look bad b/c at auditions they will be like "ok at this time she was a senior and she played a fairy....she shouldnt be that good lets not cast her." AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Now in college I will be getting shitty roles as a freshman. Oh well. I was just hoping this would be a good one you know?
Butler doesnt seem to have a good theatre program at all. IU who knows but I bet they have a lot of kids in the theatre program just because its a HUGE school. SLU you can only get your BA and they didnt require auditions, so its gonna be like this beginning theatre class, Webster and Miami have Incredible theatre programs however they only accept 20 freshman out of the 700 or so that audition for them, UK no thanks, Uof L has like nothing.
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Ok so I got a big scare at Walden today. Thursday we are presenting our monologues for the last and final time before we go to Chicago and go to the biggest auditions of our lives. I am scared. Walking into a room with just you and the admissions people. You have two minutes to show them who you are. Those fucking 2 minutes to show what you are made of and if they would be willing to work with you for 4 years. 2 whole fucking minutes.
God I dont know whats going to happen... I just want to be happy and I think whatever college I go to will determine that. What if theatre is not the thing for me? What if I am making a BIG mistake? OMG I am freaking out! I think Im going to cry...what a perfect time to do my boyfriend just jumped off a ferris wheel monlogue.
And Charlie got mad at me bc i will miss 30 minutes of Walden on Thursday because I have Vaudeville stuff to do. HE is like "Sara you have to end this now" end what?! The thing I love to do? Just bc I am in a fucking high school production doesnt mean u have to get all cocky and fuck things up right now. I love what I am doing. My relationships with Max, Jill and Anthony are probably at an all time high. I love them all.
Ok I have to go sob right now
Jan. 31st, 2006 @ 06:22 pm
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I checked out St. Louis University this weekend and I really like it. The campus is right in the middle of the city and the student body is about 6,000, just the right size. It is also known as a really good school academically. The problem was that not all the kids were back from winter break so I couldn't see the classrooms. I got to go into the dorms though and everyone was extremely friendly. I met a theatre major and she says you get a lot of attention in the program.
One block down is this incredible theatre where they put on off-broadway shows. The south campus has this park with a track, tennis courts, and field (ultimate frisbee!!). They have intermural sports like pingpong, and dodgeball, and a recreational center with basketball courts and a swimming pool.
Honestly I think this will be the school I will be going to. I will be a little bit closer to my parents in Cali and only 4 hours away from Louisville. St. Louis has an airport and I could get pretty cheap flights down to Louisville. I will be back.
The only problem I had with the school was security. SInce it was in the city, the crime rate is high. I don't want to be riding my bike one day and have it stolen. There were a lot of "gangstas" circling the campus...a little freaky.
I have an $11,000 academic scholarship to go there plus whatever I get in talent- scholarship and off the FASFA forms so I should be ok with tuition.
Jan. 16th, 2006 @ 06:02 pm
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So it is 2006, the year I will go through the most change. So my parents have finally told me what is going on and I have been suspecting it from last April. It's no big deal I will be moving out in August and not be apart of it. Another thing is that it will also help my career as being an actress.
We will be moving to Los Angelas, CA this summer.
This will technically be my 9th move in my 18 year old life.
Jan. 1st, 2006 @ 04:59 pm
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I just got a $40,000 scholarship
GO ME!
GO ME!
GO ME!
my daddy will be so proud. Now all I need is the talent-based scholarships!
Dec. 19th, 2005 @ 03:31 pm
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went to an allergist today
Discovered that my blood pressure is 90/50, which is almost nearly dead. Explains why I'm dizzy all the time, and have a low alcohol tolerance level.
Im allergic to everything.literally. The doctor said on a scale of 1 to 10. 10 being the worst it can posibly be I am a 9.8.
I also might have this hypothyroid thingy which explains my tiredness and gain of 10 pounds! I got really mad when they told me my weight. I told my mom she was silent and then siad, "well maybe we will put you on a little diet...myabe if you stopped eating all that crap food you've been eating.." Yes, its true Ive been eating so much worse this half year. ITs because of aLL THE stress. They say you eat "pleasure food" or something. Ive had to have a daily dose of chocolate every day.
And they have to take my blood....AGAIN!
Well, when I get on the allergy shots hopefully I will be healthy agian. and burn off those damn 10 pounds to my normal weight. ANyways, I must depart and work on my mock IB English test.
Dec. 13th, 2005 @ 12:29 pm
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Please attach a written statement describing your professional goals and why you think these goals will be advanced by studying at the University of Miami B.F.A Conservatory Program.
My professional goals (off the top of my head)
* To learn/explore every aspect of the theatre (which they do in college)
* Familiarize myself with a lot of plays and playwrights
* Learn how to audition in L.A
* The difference between theatre and film acting
* Minor in film
* to cast and direct a play, whether it be a one act or full-length, within my 4 years of college
* To make it on the silver-screen (I mean this is my main goal but it seems to common and...well i dunno)
How Miami will do this for me
-Now this is the hardest question for me to answer. AGain off the top of my head Heres why I am applying there.
*They have an excellent theatre program (bc only a few are selected and their musical theare prgrm is one of the best in the countries even though I am not applying for that)
* I will be able to minor in film and learn how the camera works
*They are gonna be in Chicago and I am auditioning for 12 schools there anyhow (this shouldnt go in there)
* UM has CONTACTS to agencies in NY and LA (really important!!)
ok so i should get started...
Dec. 4th, 2005 @ 02:36 pm
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Nov. 15th, 2005 @ 06:54 pm
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"AS IT IS IN HEAVEN"
NOVEMBER 10-12
AND 17-19
WALDEN THEATRE (THE 1ST SHOW AT WALDEN!)
WEEKDAYS: 7:30 WEEKENDS: 2:00 AND 7:30
OPENING NIGHT IS IN 5 DAYS.....
AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE COMING FROM OUT OF TOWN, YOU CAN SEE "POMPODOURS AND POODLE SKIRTS" AT ATHERTON :( ON THE 18-19TH AND THEN COME SEE MY SHOW.
Nov. 4th, 2005 @ 09:11 pm
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So im up from a fun filled weekend
Friday night I went to applebees with the parents and then headed out to a get together with Zack, JaMie, his friend, Frito, and Lyssa. Im doing such a good job of not smoking so far (2 months yea Sara!) Lyssa and I still attempted to get the porn on but something goes wrong each and every time. I had a couple of beers and threw darts.
The next morning I woke up at 7 to go with my Waldens group to Shakertown at Pleasant Hill, KY. The town was neat but I was tired, grumpy and had a bad headache. When I got back I had to go to work and Im starting to highly dislike it. One of the people that goes to Waldens with me works there and she is a little conceded and a little mean. SOmetimes I wonder if she knows what is coming out of her mouth or she means to piss you off and embarass you infront of everyone.
After I headed over to Zacks house and (I didnt smoke) we played Egyptian Ratscrew. Around 12 people started coming over I met one of Naniks friends from a long time ago and saw some familiar faces. There was a party going on next door and apparently Zack was good friends with them. People started going back and forth form place to place. It was a good old time, and at around 3 I decided to head back home so I could get some hw done.
It is today! I got my senior photos and I really dont like them. We didnt go to a professional place we just had a lady shoot them
Here are a couple. (I somewhat wish they were done somewhere else besides my house)
http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y209/swigurl88/15.jpg
http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y209/swigurl88/36.jpg
umm yea...they arent that great. I had to pay for half so I got the cheapest one out there. Im a tight wad
Aug. 28th, 2005 @ 11:37 am
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Wow all this time someone has been lying to me. Well not lying..but I really trusted this person, kind of...urg I dont know. God the only reason he called was to give me some bad news not, "Hey how are you?" or anything friendly...what an ass. So many people disliked him and right when he left I hear, "Oh yea and by the way he fucked this hippie girl while you were still with him" Shit.
i mean this isnt all fogging my mind I kind of expected it (if you look on my 100 things about me list, I believe that 85% of guys cheat on women anyway), but the problem here is trust. I give up on trusting anyone.
Guys are fucking liers don't ever trust them.
O yea and I also hear this story from one of my best friends: Apparently this guy was intersted in me, and ONE OF MY REALLY GOOD GUY FRIENDS said I was a "bitch who was a tease and not to even try to go for me, she only goes for the assholes"
well excuse me
Maybe guys dont want to be friends with me. If they know they cant get any then they dont talk to me. Figures.
Only exeption is carl and nick and I love them both.
So Im off to babysit. Im playing the nanny role for right now. School is getting a lot better. I go to Zac Young's house afterschool to hang out, and do homework its fun. Kelly Hestler is my new lunch buddy and I love her too. I'm an aid for River City and thats fun...I might work with Adam on tech probably if I can learn. Prince is my favorite teacher in the world. O yea, and it seems like there will be a vaudeville this year. I want to be an MC but I dont want to write a monlogue "mimiking a teacher??" (Is that what your supposed to do?)
Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 04:17 pm
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I threw my last frisbee with Carl yesterday.
How depressing.
I am so depressed.
I expecially hate it when everyone makes fun of me saying I have to go back to that shitty high school.
Kaeli is gone
as well as Stoots
So this year is really going to suck balls. I think the senior class has issues with me for some reason. Jill Brown is kind of ignorant of me. She actually came crawling back to me when they placed this really annoying flute player by her and moved me to the other end of the room. I dont know why Mrs. Mcclave moved me all the way to the other end, it wasnt in alphebetical order or anything. I dont talk that much.\
So I got that stupid class dropped and Mrs. d. Hughes said I could be a "teachers aid" for R. City. How funny. I enjy being a spectator though.
Ok well im off to frisbee get some stuff of my mind
making a lot of bling bling this week$$$$$ cha-ching
Aug. 19th, 2005 @ 03:12 pm
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Ok so Ive figured out how to do this
My 7th period class of the day is literally like being stuck in the middle of the ghetto. I met a cool dude today who is a junior who got stuck in that class too. He's pretty cute not to mention. Cool this is he just moved from the Charlotte, NC area. What a coincidence. We are like the only two people who can atleast read "Spot the Dog." Anyways, I pretty much used that period to finish up my homework while absolutely nothing was getting accomplished in the classroom. The NC dude was making really funny remarks (about the class) while the teacher was teaching the class.
This is how dumb they are, and how stupid the class is...
the teacher asked us to name 5 different leaders (and this will help us excell in US History how?). It took the class 20 minutes to name simple historical figures. I looked over at this one guy's paper and it said "Queen Latifa." I mean come on, coming from the ghetto you should atleast know that she is a rapper. No...he actually thought it was a queen during the 1800s.
So me and my new NC buddy just laughed at everyone all period. We both agreed that there was absolutely no point to this class except for our entertainment. I just really hope I don't go there one day with a migraine.
Aug. 17th, 2005 @ 06:18 pm
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first day of school and I am already stressed out. Its ridiculous what my mom wants me to do.
She had a talk with me today...
-"You know Sara, you are going to have to get straight A's this year and get a 29 on the ACT if you want to go to the college you want to because we are not all that rich you know"
-"O yea! your ACT classes start next week"
-"You are only allowed to go out on the weekend under my permission this is a very important year you know!"
RIGHT NOW I aM JUGGLiNG
1. 3 IB Classes and soon one AP class
2. Yearbook (Im not sure how hard that will be but we have deadlines to get pages done, and I still have to learn how to use the software)
3. BAND- which sucks ass because they have fucking rehersals two times a week
4. Waldens theatre from 4-8:30 starting the first week of September; Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturday 12-6
5. Those ACT classes my mom wants me to take so I can "get a better score" although I believe they dont really increase your scores at all.
6. Do those college essays that my college councelors want me to write even though I dont think any of the colleges I am applying to require that essay. I also need to have the apllications in by Dec. 1st.
7. Work at Penn Station
8. Training for swim team
Now do you think this at all humanely possible without commiting suicide?!? Not to mention my mom doesnt want me to have a social life at all this year. Talk about major depression.
Aug. 16th, 2005 @ 07:43 pm
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Yearbook
IB English
IB World CIV
P.E
IB Calculus
Band
US History hnrs
Stupid graduation requirement classes. I am going to use that honors class as my study hall.
Yearbook theme this year: "Anything but ordinary"
And I will also make sure the theatre arts pages are alot better than last years.
Aug. 15th, 2005 @ 12:37 pm
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This is what you do when it is an icky day outside:
One Hundred facts and confessions
1. I care too much of what other people think about me
2. I really cant wait until college
3. I have minor ADD problems
4. I let too many things slip by
5. The only reason why I concentrate in school is so I can get a good grade and then go to the college I want to
6. I love chocolate chip cookies. People call me the cookie monster
7. I watch my weight
8. I will only drink a soda when I need caffeine
9. I hate coffee
10. I used to live in Taiwan and Malaysia
11. When I was 3 I was a model in Asia and made $75 an hour
12. I wanted to be in the military when I was younger
13. I like to cook
14. I am a girl
15. I am extremely tight with my money
16. I had my first real kiss when I was 16
17. I lost my virginity when I was 16
18. My first relationship was the best one
19. I never intend to do a long distance relationship ever again
20. I hate cocky guys who have no reason to be cocky
21. I’ve always wanted to make out with someone in a Jacuzzi
22. I have had sex with a guy the first night I have ever met him
23. I have gotten in to one 21 year old and over party
24. There a 26 year old guy asked for my number and we had been telephone tagging each other for months
25. A lot of people call me a slut/whore however I don’t believe myself to be even close to one
26. I like this one guy who is too old for me
27. Ultimate Frisbee is one of my favorite sports
28. I have been on a swim team for 7 years
29. I am a backstroker
30. I am way too faithful to guys
31. I always suspect cheating from guys who are in a relationship even if they are with me
32. I believe 88% of guys just cant keep the dick in the pants
33. I am agnostic
34. I once wanted to get baptized just for the hell of it
35. My mom is Jewish
36. I was the ugliest middle schooler ever to set face on the earth
37. I had braces from 6-8th grade
38. My two only friends in middle school were Alex and Ian
39. I have changed so much
40. I wish my mom better clothed me
41. I have an odd sense of humor
42. I really hate to smoke
43. I didn’t even put on a smidge of makeup until the end of sophomore year
44. I want to get my belly button pierced
45. I am terrified of needles
46. I am terrified of blood
47. Gay people can really make my day great
48. I love the beach
49. I love to snorkel
50. I want to move to California
51. I want to make it to the silver screen
52. I want to get an Oscar Award
53. The first director I ever had always gave me slutty, stuck-up roles
54. I’ve always loved curtain call…who doesn’t?
55. I got my first bee sting when I was throwing a Frisbee around with Carl barefoot. It hurt like hell and Carl just laughed
56. I’ve been to prom 3 times so far
57. I love perfume
58. I have major allergy problems
59. I get extremely sad when an animal dies in the movies
60. I don’t get sad when a human dies in the movies
61. One time I got 3 out of the 6 numbers right in the lottery
62. I hate the cold
63. I hate skiing
64. One time I met one of the big time casting directors from CA while in a ski lodge and I got her card.
65. Why did I lose that fucking card?
66. I have never shoplifted
67. I play the flute
68. I am only staying in band because it looks good on my college apps
69. I want to be a part of chamber singers but I cant because of band
70. I got chicken pox on my 3rd birthday
71. I went to a Chinese speaking school for one year and they fed me the nastiest food
72. I went to a missionary school for one year and came close to believing Jesus was my savior
73. I’ve been in 5 earthquakes
74. My first language was Spanish
75. I forgot Spanish when I moved to Taiwan when I was 3
76. I was born in Dallas, Texas
77. It usually takes me five times as long to write an essay than the average person
78. My vocabulary sucks
79. I am much better at math than English
80. I am originally blonde
81. If I can’t exercise outside for any reason I do DDR
82. I watch a lot less television than I used to
83. My favorite PC games of all time were: Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego?, Half-Life, and the Sims
84. When I was little I would never miss Legends of the Hidden Temple and Are You Afraid of the Dark
85. I thought I had magical powers in elementary school
86. Roald Dahl was my favorite author
87. In 4th grade I pissed in a cup and told my friend it was lemonade. Luckily she didn’t drink it.
88. When I moved to the United States I only came home to eat and sleep. The rest of the time I was outside playing.
89. I played with barbies all the way up to the 7th grade
90. I taught myself how to play the piano when I was 8
91. I told my sister it was safe to go down a slide in a chair. She did it and was sent to the hospital.
92. I believe in fate
93. I LOVE Star Wars
94. The biggest turn-off for me is bad teeth, bad breath and gross skin
95. When it comes to my face and teeth I am a huge hygiene addict
96. I wear my retainer almost every night
97. When I was little I thought cough syrup tasted good so I drank some every night
98. My number is 21
99. Only in the year 2005 have I experienced my friends leaving me instead of me leaving them.
100. I have written 100 facts and confessions about myself
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